Wednesday, April 30, 2014
Easter Egg Hunt 2014
It was amazing to see so many kids participate in the Easter Egg Hunt last Saturday, April 19th at Simms Park. The changes made this year turned out to be very well received by all. We changed the starting time from 10am to after 11am to give the opportunity for all kids to arrive on time, and so they could enjoy all the activities prepared for them! The Shows, Cupcake Decoration and Arts & Crafts areas are always a hit and were very pleased to see the Easter Bunny make an appearance in one of the shows to help share the TRUE meaning of Easter with parents and kids. All of this could not have been possible without the help of all the volunteers that helped on the day of and during the weeks leading up to the Easter Egg Hunt. We had about 150 volunteers and about 1,500 kids participate in the event. It fills us with joy to see the Bellflower Churches and community come together to bless our families by not only proving a fun event with toy prizes and candy but also with the amazing news of the resurrection.
Wednesday, April 23, 2014
A letter from Ryan
April
23, 2014
“a woman came to him with an alabaster jar of
very expensive perfume, which she poured on his head as he was reclining at the
table.” Matthew 26:7
Dear Friends,
It seems like God uses the
season of Lent consistently to grow our faith.
Last year, God moved during this season to call KCB to the faith-growing
step of buying Margaret’s House and turning it into a family shelter. This year there’s been another faith
stretching call.
In late February a friend and former Bellflower Pastor, Moses
Chung, who is now the director of a church-planting and renewal agency based out of
Michigan, called Home Missions, called me out of the blue. Since November he had been looking for a team
member that could help him with the skills and gifts needed to help with the
implementation of some significant organizational culture and strategy changes
within this agency. He could not find
the right fit from among the applicants for the position, and he said the
Spirit had led him to ask me, “Is there any chance you would consider taking on
a role like this?” I had a quick
response. “No.” He said he thought I would be “a good candidate for the role” and asked if I would just look at the position
description over the weekend and call him if anything changed in my openness to
the idea. I told him politely that I
was “about 3%” interested and so while I was honored to be considered he better
continue his search elsewhere. “We are
living the dream here in Bellflower and it’s not likely that God would change
that.”
I was NOT looking, nor could I imagine applying for, any other role or assignment than the one that
God has had me on. It would be too
costly for us… We’ve lived our entire
married lives here in Bellflower, our family enjoys a depth of community with
you, the KCB board members, our co-workers, neighbors, and church, that not
many get to experience. We do “live the
dream”. Our daily lives are so FULL and
BLESSED with a wholistic experience of what it means to live as Kingdom people
with other followers of Jesus, beyond what we imagined or envisioned when we
started out our lives here. We are proud
and honored to be a part of a “tribe” of Jesus followers who consistently lay
down their agendas and priorities for the sake of God’s Kingdom priorities. We couldn’t imagine that God would want or
ask us to give this up.
You have to be careful when
you assume that God will not change His assignments. Since that “out of the blue” phone call, God
has been making it overwhelmingly (and at times painfully) clear to Rachel and
I through a series of “coincidental” dreams, conversations, “divine”
appointments, other circumstances, and prayerful discernment that He is calling
me to take this position that will require us to give up the “dream” and resign
from my role as Executive Director of KCB/OPHS/LH.
The story in Matthew 26 of
Mary anointing Jesus has been particularly poignant for Rachel and I in this
season of discernment. In the story,
Mary, out of her love for Jesus, extravagantly anoints Him with an alabaster
jar of perfume. This perfume was extremely
costly and valuable, a family heirloom, a source of comfort and security, and
she takes it and pours it all out in an expression of her love for Jesus. The disciples can’t understand this “wasteful”
expense. They have better ideas for how
this precious resource should have been used.
At a conference I attended in March, as we were just starting to discern
this call, one of the speakers taught on this text and asked pointedly, “What
is your alabaster jar of perfume? What
is it that you cling to for security and comfort? What do you tie your identity to? Would you pour even that out in an expression
of love for Jesus? Is Jesus better to
you than all of this?
Many secret tears have flowed
in these weeks as it became clear that God was in fact asking us to pour out
this offering of love and surrender our ideal life, community, church, home,
job, connections and influence in what feels at times like blind obedience,
trusting that he will provide for our family and for you all.
God used our 10 year
celebration to remind us of all that God has done, and will continue to do
amazing things through the ministry of KCB (OPHS and Little House) to advance His kingdom in Bellflower. From our
beginning we have professed that Jesus is the leader of this organization and I
am sure that He has the right person to fill the leadership role for KCB. KCB has worked because this organization is
HIS and because He uses you on a daily basis. Home Missions has said that it wants to
embrace missional approaches similar to the one that God has been doing in our midst, to help new and struggling churches and communities engage in similar work.
It has been an honor and
privilege to serve alongside you brothers and sisters who are radically
committed to this work and I am confident that “He who began a good work in you
will be faithful to complete it.” The
leadership at Home Missions has given a generous period of time (start date of
June 1) to ensure that we can carefully plan for my transition from the role as
Executive Director and I am committed to finishing well. I remain committed to KCB’s mission and
vision and want to help as much as you see fit during this season. Please feel free to contact me with any
questions as they come up.
Thank you for all of your
servant leadership and for allowing me the great privilege of serving as the
Executive Director over the last ten years.
I am confident our success has been due to our God’s great love for our
city and because KCB/OPHS/LH are HIS and He will continue to bless the work on
into the future.
To God be the Glory,
Ryan
Monday, April 14, 2014
KCB Celebrates 10 Years!
This past Thurrsday, KCB celebrated 10 years of service in Bellflower! We had a wonderful celebration with over 300 KCB volunteers, donors, and friends! It was incredible to be recognized by the City of Bellflower and partner organizations for our work, and to be able to thank the HUNDREDS of people who have worked together to do some pretty incredible stuff in our city.
Most importantly, it was a time to give credit and thanks to God for His faithfulness in using His people to bless His city. We are excited to see all that He has in store for the next ten years!
If you were unable to make it to the celebration. Check out the video that we shared here. It does a great job telling our story of working together to love our city.
If you want to celebrate with us... here are three easy options!
1. Commit to praying for KCB 10 minutes each week (email us at admin@kcbellflower.org if you would like to receive a weekly prayer request email)
2. Invite 10 friends to like us on on Facebook. Check out our page here.
3. Partner with us by becoming a monthly donor of $10/month! Click here to give online, or call our office at 562-804-2189 to sign up.
We're thankful for the part that YOU have played in these past 10 years!
Most importantly, it was a time to give credit and thanks to God for His faithfulness in using His people to bless His city. We are excited to see all that He has in store for the next ten years!
If you were unable to make it to the celebration. Check out the video that we shared here. It does a great job telling our story of working together to love our city.
If you want to celebrate with us... here are three easy options!
1. Commit to praying for KCB 10 minutes each week (email us at admin@kcbellflower.org if you would like to receive a weekly prayer request email)
2. Invite 10 friends to like us on on Facebook. Check out our page here.
3. Partner with us by becoming a monthly donor of $10/month! Click here to give online, or call our office at 562-804-2189 to sign up.
We're thankful for the part that YOU have played in these past 10 years!
Monday, April 07, 2014
Reflection From Teaching an ESL Class
Over the past month at KCB I have been given the opportunity to begin an English conversation class for primarily the women with young children of Bellflower. At first this venture was frustrating, facing the great challenge of learning how to best help these women learn and practice English, oftentimes with few to no women attending the class. After the second week, in which no one showed up, I was ready to give up. I began to really doubt my abilities and my purpose in teaching this class. But God had a purpose for this class far better than my purpose and in the weeks that followed He began to reveal to me the importance of this class.
Many of the women who began to attend in the weeks that followed and still continue to attend are eager to improve their English. Some desire to be able to communicate with their children’s teachers, to find jobs, or just to be able to interact with people they encounter around the city. The interesting thing I’ve learned is that while many of these women understand and speak a lot of English, they struggle to have confidence in their abilities. Several of the women shared with me that they feel self-conscious about their accent and are worried that people won’t understand them or may make fun of them. As an English-speaking student learning Spanish, I can completely relate as I struggle with the same insecurities and anxieties!
God truly equipped me not only with the technical ability to teach but also with the understanding and relatability necessary to allow these women to feel comfortable practicing their English and asking questions when something may be unclear. I am reminded of 1 Corinthians 9:8, which says “God is able to bless you abundantly, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work.” In prayerfully dedicating time to do the work of the Lord, He takes our feelings of inadequacy and equips us to accomplish His purposes.
Miranda Starbeck, Spring Intern
Tuesday, April 01, 2014
Why I Keep Working With Kids
This week I was hanging out with some Washington kids, we were just talking about life. Out of no where one student turns to me and asks when our tutoring program would be over. I hadn't planned that far ahead so I didn't have an immediate answer. I would characterize this particular student as an "at risk" youth; he has so much potential but needs a little encouragement and positive reinforcement.
Thinking he was asking me when it was to end because he wasn't enjoying our program I responded with, "I don't know. Why? Do you not want to come anymore?" To my amazement he replied, "No! I want to come! If it wasn't for this tutoring program I wouldn't be able to get help at home, because my mom doesn't know how to do my homework, neither does my dad."
Every time I start questioning my time and effort at Washington Elementary, I am reminded, by the kids themselves, that God is using our volunteers in ways that surpass our imagination. So when I stop to think that so far we're impacting a small percentage of students at one of the eleven elementary schools I get saddened for the other elementary schools who have "at risk" kids waiting for a volunteer, a friend, to inspire them to be who God created them to be!
By Edgar Guzman
Tuesday, March 25, 2014
A Second Chance At Work
Forty three individuals last year found a second chance at work here at Good Soil Industries. Whether it is a visible tattoo, a criminal past, a long battle with addiction, or a gap in their work history, Good Soil provides an a place for dignity to be restored through work. As many can attest, it is easier to find a job when you have a job. We give a foot in the door for individuals who continually find themselves shut out.
But Good Soil is not just work; it is relationships. And on this day there are 18 new employees excited to complete an I-9 and W4 for the first time in years. They are eager to show that they are ready and worthy of work.
They are a reminder to me to always be grateful for the work I have, and I hope it does the same for you today.
By Joel Holwerda
But Good Soil is not just work; it is relationships. And on this day there are 18 new employees excited to complete an I-9 and W4 for the first time in years. They are eager to show that they are ready and worthy of work.
They are a reminder to me to always be grateful for the work I have, and I hope it does the same for you today.
By Joel Holwerda
Tuesday, March 11, 2014
Thoughts From The Riverbed
Over
the past year, I’ve started running for exercise. Usually I go on my runs on
the riverbed that goes through Bellflower. Fellow runners have tried to
persuade me that there are better options, and I understand their point. The “riverbed”
is basically a flat, cement path without tons of scenic views, and with the
occasional shady character making crude remarks.
However,
one of the reasons that I continue to run along this path is because of the
opportunity that it gives me to pray for my homeless neighbors. At several
locations along my route, there are homeless “encampments” under overpasses and
roads. When I see these folks, I’m reminded to pray for transformation in their
lives, and for strength for my coworkers at KCB who work with them on a daily basis.
It
was immediately apparent on my run this weekend that something was up. There
were lots of trucks, city workers, and trashcans filling up my normal route.
When I asked one of the men what was going on, he informed me that they were
clearing out one of the main encampments and putting up stronger fences to
prevent the homeless from coming back.
Now,
I completely understand the perspective of these workers (and the city). The
encampments are filled with trash, reek of urine, and are the locations of
illicit activities in various forms. It’s probably healthier for the city, and
for our homeless neighbors, to clear them.
However,
I can’t help but think about where the folks who called this underpass home. I
wondered where they would sleep now. I wondered if they knew that all their
possessions were being loaded into trash trucks.
The worker who told me the news probably
assumed that I was happy about the news. I believe he said something along the
lines of “you won’t have to worry about those people on your runs anymore!” What saddens me most about
his statement is that before I worked for Kingdom Causes and began
interacting with “those people” on a near-daily basis in our office… I
probably would have been happy.
Even as a Christian. Because until we make space in our lives for “those people”
to become simply people, they
will continue to just be nuisances to be moved from place to place.
I’m
really not sure what is best for my neighbors without addresses. Should they be forced out of encampments?
Should they have a right to their stuff that we call junk? I’m not sure. I’ll
leave that to our homeless outreach team to figure out.
What
I do know, is that I want to do a better job at recognizing what is the same
between me and my homeless neighbors, instead of focusing on what’s different.
This is the idea of “kinship” that Father Greg Boyle of Homeboy Industries
discusses so often. “Seek,” he says,
“to build a sense of kinship in a community where there is no 'them' -
there is just 'us.' Stand against forgetting we belong to each other.”
Jesus
had something similar to say in Luke 14, while addressing His dinner host, “When
you put on a luncheon or a banquet,” he said, “don’t invite your friends,
brothers, relatives, and rich neighbors. For they will invite you back, and
that will be your only reward. Instead, invite the poor, the crippled, the
lame, and the blind. Then at the resurrection of the righteous, God will reward
you for inviting those who could not repay you.”
My friends on the riverbed were created in God’s
image just like me and my family. I wonder if they feel the dignity that truth
should bring? I wonder how even I could show them that dignity this week?
Tuesday, February 18, 2014
Welcoming Our New Staff Member!
We are so excited to welcome Becky to our KCB Family! She graduated from Calvin College in Grand Rapids, Michigan in 2004 with a Bachelors degree in Social Work, and then from California State University, Long Beach with a Masters in Social Work in 2008. During her time as a graduate student, Becky moved to Bellflower from Chino, California where she was raised. She has spent the last 6.5 years working with people living with HIV all over Los Angeles County. She became a Licensed Clinical Social Worker in April 2012. Her work with KCB and OPHS started in 2011 when she began her service as a member of the Board of Directors. Now, she leaves her position as a board member to join the OPHS staff. Becky is excited to be working to help her neighbors within the community of people who love the Lord and are passionate about seeing His love tangibly spread throughout the community.
Thursday, February 06, 2014
Spring Intern... Miranda Starbeck!
Hello! My name is Miranda Starbeck and I am an intern this spring for Kingdom Causes Bellflower. I am a first semester senior at Biola University where I am studying Sociology with an emphasis in Social Work. At this point I feel confident that I am called to do social work of some kind although I am open to God’s direction as I am drawn to multiple different communities of people and different areas of social work.
So, why am I interning at Kingdom Causes? One of my classes at Biola requires an internship for this semester and I initially found Kingdom Causes through a google search for Christian non-profit organizations that have Social Work related internships. There were many places I considered interning but after coming in for an interview and learning more about Kingdom Causes I was very excited about the possibility of interning here. From past life experiences I have learned that sometimes God closes every door except the one you least expect, and that door turns out to be much more than you could ever hope for. I am so excited to see how God is going to stretch me and use me as I love and serve the people in the community of Bellflower. I’m also looking forward to the opportunity to practice my Spanish with the individuals I encounter, and continue to establish deeper relationships with people. I don’t know what all this internship will hold but I am eager to see what opportunities God places before me.
The picture above is of my siblings and I at our church’s Christmas Eve service this past December. (from left to right: my sister Mikayla, my brother Skyler, and me)
Wednesday, December 25, 2013
The Gift of Giving
The Bellflower Christmas Toy Store is just one way we are able to love our Bellflower neighbors. Toys are donated and low income families are able to purchase them as Christmas presents for their children. We were able to help bless approximately 200 families this year at our Christmas Toy Store. We thank everyone that donated gifts, gave a monetary donation, and donated their time to serve their Bellflower neighbors. I’m impressed on how much more organized it gets, we receive bigger and better donations, and that more people are interested in volunteering each year. Bellflower residents are great at loving their neighbors in need. I am thankful to be a part of this event and I always look forward to the next one.
By April MardueƱo
Tuesday, December 03, 2013
Dominic and Desarie
It would be easy to write off Dominic and Desarie. Former
drug users, unemployed, kids in the system, etc. It would be easy to access
their problems, do our best to help, and then send them on their way. It would
be easy to look at them as projects, instead of people.
It would be easy… but it would be wrong.
Dominic and Desarie are not simply the sum of their life
choices. They are not statistics. They are people created in God’s image, and
thus they are endowed with gifts and abilities that we don’t always
acknowledge.
It’s been so fun to watch them grow in the past few months.
They have jumped in wherever they can, and have quickly become our most
consistent volunteers. Desarie answers the phones when April has to run
errands, they do chores around our office, bring tamales for our staff, and
even act as informal case managers for their friends in need.
Last week I overheard a desperate sounding women come to the
front desk looking for food. Before she had even finishing speaking, Dominic
quickly came to her side and said, “I know where you can get food. I’ll take
you there myself.” He then walked her
down to his church to see about getting her some food.
When I thanked him later for his act of kindness, he replied
that because he knows what it’s like to feel desperate, and he just wants to
give back and help others in the same situation.
Dominic and Desarie have taught me that if we wait to solve
our own brokenness before reaching out to others, we’ll be waiting forever. God
calls us to give in spite of our own weakness and poverty. In fact, he often
USES our own brokenness to meet others in their time of need.
I’m glad we didn’t write off Dominic and Desarie, and I’m
excited to see how God continues to use them in Bellflower.
Tuesday, November 26, 2013
The Bellflower Community Christmas Store
One of the things we are thankful for this holiday season is the Bellflower Community Christmas Store. The Bellflower Community Christmas Store invites people from the community who find Christmas to be a time of financial strain to come and buy gifts for their children at 80-90% off retail value. All gifts are priced at $5 or less, and all proceeds go directly back into the community via Kingdom Causes Bellflower and Rosewood Church.
Our goal this year is to collect over 700 gifts for the store...so we need your help! Please donate gifts of at least $10 value at our office, 16429 Bellflower Blvd. Bellflower, CA 90706 or at Rosewood Church 10115 Rose St. Bellflower, CA 90706.
The last day to donate gifts for the Community Christmas Store is December 13, 2013.
We also need volunteers to help run the store as well as wrapping the gifts!
For more information contact:
Denise Tamminga (562)804-4778 or dtamminga@rosewoodchurch.com
Abbey Nishimoto (562)804-2189 or admin@kcbellflower.org
Items That Are Popular:
Skateboards
Scooters
MP3 players
Cameras
Electronics
Boom Boxes
Hair Straighteners
Blow Dryers
Good Quality Sports Equipment
Curling Irons
Make-up Kits
Princess & Superhero Items
Hot Wheels
Watches
Baby Dolls & Barbies
Movie Passes
Gift Cards (iTunes, Forever 21, Game Stop)
Thursday, October 03, 2013
CCDA Conference
In September, the Kingdom Causes Bellflower staff was
blessed to attend the Christian Community Development Association (CCDA)
conference in New Orleans. This annual gathering of 2,500 community ministry
practitioners provided our team with a chance to learn and glean new ideas from
other incredible ministries from across the country. CCDA was started by my
hero John Perkins in order to encourage, train and equip people who are engaged
in Christian ministry with the poor.
Next year the conference will be held in North Carolina…I’d love to take
you along!
-Ryan VerWys
-Ryan VerWys
Tuesday, October 01, 2013
Love Our City 2013
Last Saturday we hosted the first “Love Our City” training at Kingdom Causes. It was encouraging to see about 25 Christians gather together to learn and discuss how we can best care for our neighbors and our city. Some of the topics we covered were:
Some of my favorite moments from the training were hearing how people are already engaging with their neighborhoods, and seeing people make commitments to make small but significant changes in their lives.
Christ commanded His disciples to go into the world to make disciples, but challenged them to begin in Jerusalem, their own backyard. I’m excited to see how the participants at LOC 2013 will love the neighbors in the backyards of Bellflower!
If you missed the training, but are interested in bringing it to your church or organization, just shoot an email to anishimoto@kcbellflower.org.
- How to love your next door neighbors
- How to love your homeless neighbors
- How you can love Bellflower with your wallet
- How we can love Bellflower by challenging broken systems
Some of my favorite moments from the training were hearing how people are already engaging with their neighborhoods, and seeing people make commitments to make small but significant changes in their lives.
Christ commanded His disciples to go into the world to make disciples, but challenged them to begin in Jerusalem, their own backyard. I’m excited to see how the participants at LOC 2013 will love the neighbors in the backyards of Bellflower!
If you missed the training, but are interested in bringing it to your church or organization, just shoot an email to anishimoto@kcbellflower.org.
Tuesday, September 03, 2013
Coming Together for Margaret's House
This summer I have been greatly encouraged by the story behind Margaret’s House and by witnessing the efforts of everyone coming together to make Margaret’s House a home. People’s selfless willingness to serve and help in any way possible has served as a testimony to the power and perfection of God’s plans.
One
Saturday, I had the opportunity to help move furniture into Margaret’s House.
Many of us caravanned from Downey with donations in tow, and I was overwhelmed
when I heard the story of Margaret’s House retold to each new volunteer who had
showed up to help.
This
is one thing that has stood out to me the most this summer, and it is a lesson
that was solidified as people met us at the house with truckloads of furniture
they were ready to give, without knowing the purpose of Margaret’s
House. People are so willing
to come together to help and sacrifice when a need is known, and the coming
together of a community to meet the needs that were necessary to make
Margaret’s House less of a thought and more of a reality has been incredible.
Hanging
on the living room wall of Margaret’s House is a white canvas with the
blueprints of the house, with thumbprints hanging above the house like balloons
for every person who has walked into the house and made any contribution to its
needs. This visual depiction of people coming together to meet needs in order
to help their community is incredible.
It
was exciting to see furniture inhabit the empty rooms and to picture families
living in the loving space. I could imagine kids spending time in the upstairs
loft and adults sitting together in community with visitors. It is heartening
to know that this house will be a home for so many families in the years to
come.
While
the basic needs of Margaret’s House have been met (with furniture in the
rooms), there are still several needs that we can all contribute to make
Margaret’s House a home.
This includes:
Toys
Books
Movies for kids
Basic cleaning supplies
Safety gates
This includes:
Toys
Books
Movies for kids
Basic cleaning supplies
Safety gates
Thank
you to everyone for your support, and please keep Margaret’s House in your
prayers.
-Shannon Turner
-Shannon Turner
Tuesday, August 27, 2013
Thursday, August 15, 2013
Serve, Love, and Live... right where you are!
Coming into this
summer, I was unsure if I would make much of an impact or learn much at all.
However, it is amazing to see how God is working providentially in my life this
summer to grow and equip me.
God
has been reinforcing in me the lesson of “Serve, love, and live right where you
are.” Our weekly intern meetings
are not the only places I hear this message. Just this past weekend when I went to an alumni day event in
L.A. as part of a conference I went to over 3 years ago called Wheatstone. I
was not expecting the theme of the day to coincide so perfectly with what I
have been learning. The title and theme of the day conference was “Where are
you?” and the main text for discussion was the book of Esther. Though His name
is never mentioned, God’s providence is striking in this book. He places Esther exactly where she
needs to be so that she can act to save the people of Israel.
Esther
4:14 “14 For if you remain silent at this time,
relief and deliverance for the Jews will arise from another place,
but you and your father’s family will perish. And who knows but that you
have come to your royal position for such a time as this?”
At the day conference we started the day with the Jeremiah 29 emphasizing verses 4-7 “4 This is what the Lord Almighty, the God of Israel, says to all those I carried into exile from Jerusalem to Babylon: 5 “Build houses and settle down; plant gardens and eat what they produce.6 Marry and have sons and daughters; find wives for your sons and give your daughters in marriage, so that they too may have sons and daughters. Increase in number there; do not decrease. 7 Also, seek the peace and prosperity of the city to which I have carried you into exile. Pray to the Lord for it, because if it prospers, you too will prosper.” This was the exact passage that I heard David Feiser preach on at Neighborhood Christian Fellowship that Sunday morning.
At the day conference we started the day with the Jeremiah 29 emphasizing verses 4-7 “4 This is what the Lord Almighty, the God of Israel, says to all those I carried into exile from Jerusalem to Babylon: 5 “Build houses and settle down; plant gardens and eat what they produce.6 Marry and have sons and daughters; find wives for your sons and give your daughters in marriage, so that they too may have sons and daughters. Increase in number there; do not decrease. 7 Also, seek the peace and prosperity of the city to which I have carried you into exile. Pray to the Lord for it, because if it prospers, you too will prosper.” This was the exact passage that I heard David Feiser preach on at Neighborhood Christian Fellowship that Sunday morning.
As someone who
has had an eye on the foreign land for some time, this bombardment and
repetition of the message of “live well now, right where you are” has been
changing my perspective and helping me look at my community with new eyes and
has made me recognize further that God has good plans for my life, and even if
they don’t line up where I had intended, they will still be the best.
I
thought that this summer could end up being a summer of preparation for this
next semester, but I think it is actually a summer of equipping for the rest of
my life.
-Heidi Furlong
Tuesday, August 13, 2013
Waiting
There are these things called wait lists. We hear about them
all the time in the homeless services world. There are wait lists for Section
8. Wait lists for permanent supportive housing. Wait lists for new buildings
being opened up. The term is as common as is the concept of a homeless
neighbor. But today the word wait list sounds different to me. Tony was on a
wait list for housing. I met him last fall, when someone from a local health
clinic called my work to alert us to the fact that their very sick patient was
also homeless. Tony was very polite when I met him, laughing that he couldn’t
see his tattered social security card without his glasses. You could tell he
was probably handsome when he was younger. He told me his story, and we
connected the dots. He was from Downey and regularly attended the homeless
breakfasts at Calvary Bellflower. He had participated in the folk lift certification
classes at Kingdom Causes, so he knew the office where I worked. He explained
that he’d been homeless for the last two years, and that he was suffering from
poor health; he had heart disease and cancer – specifically, brain tumors. The
timing of our conversation was perfect. We had just received word that we were
going to be able to receive a limited number of housing vouchers for homeless
individuals who were also currently struggling with health issues. My meeting
with Tony seemed providential. We immediately helped him to apply for housing,
submitting his application within the week. We were elated at the possibility
of being able to help a neighbor in need by ending his homelessness. But then that dreaded word surfaced: wait
list. These vouchers were supposed to materialize quickly, we were told, but likely
as a result of sequestration, the process slowed. We counted Tony as one of the
lucky ones; his application was submitted just before the door slammed shut.
The answer for him, unlike so many others for whom we submitted, wasn’t “no”;
it was “wait.” And waiting is better than nothing. …right? And so, Tony waited.
He checked in with his case manager faithfully every week, to which we
responded that we were still waiting. The excitement at the possibility of
housing diminished, as we sent emails, made phone calls, and pushed on systems
that did not give way. On August 8th, 2013, while sleeping next to a
friend, Tony died on the street of natural causes. He passed away quietly, resting
on concrete. He was 51 years old. He was homeless. He was sick. He was on a
wait list.
Waiting is an interesting thing. Sometimes we wait patiently,
without perhaps even realizing we’re waiting – waiting for a change of luck,
waiting for the seasons to change, waiting for life to perhaps get better.
Mostly, I think, we wait impatiently. When will I lose that weight? When will I
get that raise? When will I meet that special someone? My boss recently
commented that perhaps we do not wait with enough anticipation, enough almost
anguish for the arrival of what’s hoped for. He was referring to the stance of
the church, waiting for its bridegroom Jesus to return. What should our waiting
look like, he pondered? What would it look like to wait with hopeful
anticipation, deeply desiring the arrival of something good for which we long? The
conversation makes me reflect: what are the things that we are too impatient
for – the fruits of change to be realized, things to be more comfortable for
ourselves – and what things should we be more impatient to see come to fruition
- the arrival of justice in our cities,
the realization of compassion in ourselves. Tony died waiting. I don’t know if
he waited with patience, with hope, with dejection. And while he waited, we
waited also. But did we wait in the right way? Did we pursue help for the
helpless, to extent that we were able? I believe that we did. But what then, do
we say, when all of our waiting, and all of his waiting, produces this result?
The only thing I can think of is a phrase that has never
meant much to me before today: “Come Lord Jesus, come.” We are waiting for your
Kingdom. And I know that next time I utter the prayer, “Thy kingdom come,” I’ll
mean it even more than I did last time that I said it.
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